Week #3

     Let's discuss the 3 lbs I gained.....on second thought, let's not discuss it. Or mention it EVER again! I am ticked, frustrated, depressed, annoyed and any other descriptive word you can come up with to describe failure! That is how I feel. To the core....ok, maybe not to the core. But I am still disgusted that I gained back 3 of the lbs I lost last week.  I know, things change. Weight will go up and down, look at the positive, don't lose hope...blah blah blah.....I've heard it all before, and so have you. I'm not quitting. But I'm not positive either. I just need to be mad about this for 5 seconds. We all need those days to regroup and focus on what really matters. Which for me is eating better than before. I was terrible this weekend. Literally I gained the 3 lbs in 2 days! I went out to eat, drank soda, and had all sorts of snacks. I'm done. I cannot stand to be this way ANYMORE!!! I have to fight to stay in the game, or everyone else wins. No, I am not doing this for other people so please don't think that. Others can get strong too, so why not me? That is what I mean.

 Ok.....I think I'm done now. Feeling better. Sorta...ok not really. But I will be soon.